I feel lost often. I struggle with determination and discipline. I can read articles, listen to podcasts all day long and I still won't be able to get out of my comfort zone. I can't put that step forward, because as soon as I do I fall back. To be honest, I don't know the goal of this post, other than trying to figure out why I'm this way. So join my brain dissection. 

I quit non-natural birth control as a whole for 10 months now and this is how I prevent pregnancy. In the previous post I spoke on my birth control journey and how it has made me struggle with my own vagina. In the past 10 months I've been trying to reconnect with her. I'd like to say I'm in tune with her now, because I know exactly when she is ovulating or needs to air out. So I can surely say this is the best method for me. P.s. feel free to ask questions if you have them after reading this.

As a woman we have so many factors in our body that can make or break our mood. We have cycles that make us feel different every week. This is why we claim to have different personalities, without actually knowing what affects it. Add birth control into the mix and you have a depressed mess. At least that's how it was for me. In this post I will talk about my birth control journey and my Yoni journey. In the next post I will talk about Fertility Awareness methods. And how I've been doing it for the past 10 months with success (aka baby-free). 

I know we all feel self-conscious about something on our body, whether it's your nose, your forehead, your arms, your hair. We all have something, and if you don't, stop lying to yourself. And if you really don't, teach me your ways.

Looking at the title you might think I was horrible at school or such. Well I'm not going to lie, that's partially true. But what this is really about is the fact that I have been in the Netherlands pursuing a career for the past 5 years. Different careers at that. 

Ever thought to yourself, "I really want to just buzz it all off."? That's my dilemma almost every 3 months. I have struggled a lot with my hair and still do. Watched 100's of YouTube videos. Tried 100's of hair product and hairstyles. My hair has been through it with me. However, even though I'm partially joking about buzzing down my hair. In the end I think that is what it really needs, a fresh start.